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cf. riverclan camp

While he follows Silent to the river he had to swim. He hadn't done it so much before, but it was okay and he didn't died. But he wasn't that fast as she. At the end of their way the pretty cat looked back at him and smiled, and so he went faster.
Now he sits beside her and Looks down at these stones. They look perfekt to sun. And the river is beside them. What a great place to hang out.
"I like this place", he says to Silent.

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Rowan doesn't know what's going on with Silent. She shivers and lays down like something bad was inside of her and bring her down. Is she ill?, was the first question that cames into his mind. He decided to speak it out loud. "Are you ill? Should we go back to the den?"
He doesn't like to see her like that. And the worst Thing: He can't help her because he doesn't really know what happens.

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She do not look like she'd only be cold. She does look like there's something more and she could need someone to help her. For one moment Rowan thinks about how it would be if they wouldn't live in a clan. There'd be noone to help. Well, here's noone also, but Rowan could run to the den and ask for anybody who does know what to do. If there would be noone.. it would be horrible. She'd probably die.
Silent trows him away from his thinking. She wants him to lay down beside her? Uhhm, if she mean. I probably don't want to hurt him or .. something like that.
"O-okay..", she answers and slowly lays down.
"Is it .. okay for you?"

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Rowan isn't able to understand what's going on with Silent. She says it would be nothing and everything would be okay, but she looks like she would die in this moment. Beside of that a warm feeling fills him while he lays next to her. He hopes she feel it to and that she isn't cold anymore, but she does look like it wouldn't really help. That's nor really good and Rowan want's to help her, but he don't know how to do this.
"But I worry", he tells her.
"It would better to go back to the den and look for help. I can see you aren't okay."

Silent is quiet, she's silent, and don't says anything. Rowan waits a few minutes, but when he realizes that she wont say anything now, he trows his head away from his paws and looks up.
"You have something", he says, "and even if you say everything is okay, it isn't. Whatever you say, I will search for help. I can go to the den and ask some other cats if they know somwething or I will hunt you something. Maybe you are just hungry. You can decide. Whatever you choose, you have to stay right here and can't go away." His voice becomes a little bit warmer. "I want to find you again and don't let you get lost."

He waits some seconds, then he realizes that she can't answer because she .. sleeps or whatever. Not because she's tired. Because .. there is really something than hurts her. "Oh", he meows. He really thought she would be okay.
Then he remembers that he never had watched her eating since the RiverClaan was formed and in his new camp. He hadn't stalked her or something like that but he just can't remember that.
She must be hungry. So hungry that she has got a break down.
He decided to hunt her something fast and just ten minutes or something like that later he comes back with a mouse in his mouth. He puts this small animal unter Silents nose and hopes she'll wake up because of this. He shakes on her shoulder with his face.*

*Er rüttelte mit seiner Nase an ihrer Schulter.
Idk ob das so aus dem englischen Satz raus gekommen wäre lol.

ROWAN | 015

Silent wakes up and Rowan can't tell in words how much he's happy about that. She don't die, she's alive! He do know it but he let his nose on her shoulder, very near on her body and face. She smells so good..
He realizes what he's doing and fast he goes two steps away.
"I am glad you woke up."

"Uhhm, nothing", Rowan answers ans fast Looks at his paws to not to look into her eyes. If he would she could see that there's something, or that this small Moment had ment much to him. Not very much, but .. it was great. He liked it.
"Shouldn't we go back to the camp? After you were about to die I don't think it's a great idea to swim, haha" He laughs.

He's looking at that beautiful she cat while she starts to speak. He don't know what is in her mind but he wants to know it. But a Little bit he fears about it. No, not fear as it is, something better but .. urgh, he don't know how to feel.
When she says that they could look what Comes out his heart beets a little bit faster. That's something you don't say to everybody. Does she likes him? But she's so much younger and they don't know each other so long. And yeah, he Kind of likes her, but he don't want to .. do something with her .. something special. Not now.
"What .. do you mean?"

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Silent says she don't know what she ment with These words too, and on a crazy way that's really cute. What to do now? Rowan don't know.
"Hm. But.. you don't want to swim anymore, right?"
He goes to her and sits down right beside her. His fur is touching with her's a little bit.
"I mean, you were about to die."

Hm, what does she mean? She wasn't about to die? But he saw her. She can't deny that. "You weren't able to stand and you weren't awake anymore. You can't tell me that everything was okay." His voice was hard and strong so she would answer what really was going on and not something like "no, nothing" again and again.
"I feared about you."

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He sslowly nods about her question if she really looked like that. He can understand that it isn't easy for her to hear it, but .. it's the true.
"So you should eat more. You will eat more, okay? Please."
He don't want her to die. But if she won't eat enough she will. And he feels like he had to care about her and that nothing bad will happen to her.
"Yes, really", he answers and a big smile Comes on his mouth.
"You are such a nice cat .. I don't want to loose you."